Anecdote #6

If you remember, I talked about how unproductive my life has been these days.Well today I did some cooking and baking. Lately my mother has been obsessing over the importance of learning to cook and I had nothing on my hands so I decided to bake. The whole process of baking is very exact. It is like walking over mines, everything has to be in the right proportion otherwise it will fall apart. This is a fundamental rule of life as well. A perfect mix and balance of emotions and self control will make everything easier.The noise in our mind needs to be silenced. Do you ever feel the anticipation while going through photo albums,trying to recollect the past. The past shapes our present but our future relies on what we do now.
I look back a lot. I have a habit of wanting to relive the past and somehow I find that very unhealthy. One of the reasons I started this blog was to concentrate on the present. I feel this urgency while I type on my keypad to do something, to meet my expectations and achieve my goals. It has been much harder than I thought it to be. It feels like impossible to come out in the and talk about one's feelings. Through this platform I have been able to express a lot which has helped get rid of a lot negativity. I don't know what took me so long to step up  and take another step. Keep your expectations realistic or else you will not be able to fulfil those aspirations which  you initially were capable of achieving. Be who you are and embrace your true self, you will inevitably get tired from running from yourself. Stop and cater do your soul's needs. Whenever you feel like you've lost the plot. Take some time off and if you can't afford to do that then use whatever time you have left on your hands to hear your inner voice by relaxing and praying. Believe me that is equivalent to chicken soup for your soul.